Loyal to the Laws of Love

even though words cant reach you.

yo even though words cant reach you im still trying to get through,
trying to get through your head that all these lies will catch up to you.
the people who care about you the most are the ones you choose to hurt,
but when your in need there the ones who come to you call first.

Even though words cant reach you im going to still try,
because im a real man not an ordinary guy.
Im the one who gave you everything you needed but not always what u want,
and try to motivate you untill my words start to haunt.

You treat your friends the worst way and lie to there face,
and then give an apology that is non regretful and fake.
after all is said and done you might stop for a while,
but as soon as we are not looking u call on that fake smile.

i want you to remember that not all people are like us,
not everyone will put up a fight for you and cause such a fuss.
if you continue your ways and not change what u do,
you will find your self alone with no one to comfort you.

im going to be a man and face whats in front of me,
face the fact that you and i will no longer be,
im going to be mad at you but it wont last long,
i will be sad for a while but im too strong.\
i didn't give you my all and now you're gone forever,
there are no longer any chances of us being together.
in a way this is all my fault and im sorry,]
i wasn't a good enough friend to you and to my son a good enough daddy.
But im determined to make change through all this pain,
So the next time you see me i will not be the same.

i have the ability to convert happy days from nights of crying,
I'm so good at it that i can do it without even trying.
I spend my time being a Friend, a father and a lover,
And it never once occurred to me that i was a Transformer.

Friend
I'm a type of guy who hates to see a tear in a woman's eye,
i hate to see a lady sad and i hate to see a lady cry.
I'm blessed with arms that can make a warm embrace,
I'm blessed with words that can bring smiles to one's face.
I always had the ability to make the darkest days brighter,
But it never occurred to me that i was a Transformer.

Father
i never imagined that my love for my son would go so deep,
that it would make me worry for him when i dream in my sleep.
Never knew for someones life i would have so much love,
the reason why i try so hard is because he's the one im thinking of,
I kind of always knew that one day i would be a good father,
But it never occurred to me that i was a Transformer.

Lover
All my life i was the nice guy who finished last,
But i never regretted any decisions i made in my past.
I was always the guy who gave his heart and soul to a lady,
Even though i knew it was an open invitation for them to hurt me.
Even with the bad luck of my past relationships i will not stop being a Lover,
Because now i know and Understand that i am a Transformer.

Im addicted to long hair and soft skin,
im addicted to seductive eyes made from sin.
I like to touch her body from her head to her toe,
i like to feel her heart beat as my emotions start to grow.
I like long legs that grow upwards to the skies,
i like to kiss soft lips while i massaging her thighs.
I like the taste of her lips because it taste so sweet,
Im addicted to her soft hands and her pretty feet.
I like all these things that can drive a man crazy,
so i guess it's save to say im addicted to sexy.

Hope you like this. Leave a comment and tell me what you think.

I wrote this poem a while back. hope u like it.

i use to sit here contemplating what im gona do,
what can i do to get my mind and thoughts off of you.
i gave everything to you that's why i feel so empty,
i have no life left inside even though i had so plenty.
From day one you were the moon and the stars to me,
But since you left that day all i have let is a memory.
i can't help but to ask God how could this be,
How could i have been so blind, why didn't i see.
in the mist of all this anger it suddenly turned to greed,
Screaming from the top of my Lungs "what about what i need"
But there is no one there to answer my cries,
theirs no one there to wipe the tears from my eyes.
I sit alone waiting for answers to my calls,
But all that answer's is the sky as the rain falls.
Who's gona save my soul now,
to whom will i get to read my vow.
To whom will i get to confess my everlasting love,
that's the person im dreaming of.

I was sitting at home just doing my thing, all of a sudden i just hear my phone ring.
It was a sexy lady on the other line, confessing to me that her body was mine.
she said "I'm tired of the games we play when we get near,
i told myself i wouldn't collapse under pressure but i don't care.
im tired of only kissing, touching and hugging,
im ready for some intimacy and some love making.
im tired of you making the hair on my neck stand tall,
and you leaving me while i run like a water fall.
im ready to get naked and express my feelings,
ready to start experiencing some sexual healing."
I was confused by the sudden confession,
so i just came out and hit her with the big question.
i said " i appreciate that you want to be my lover,
but i believe you made a mistake and called the wrong number.

If her tears were of value she would be very wealthy, if they were medicine the whole world would be healthy. She shed so many tears that I'm surprise they didn't run out, surprised her eyes are not dry and empty like the desert in a drought. Tears caused by pain that stemmed from lies and deceit, causing her to build a wall around her heart stronger than concrete. I try so hard to get through to her and let her know I'm not the same, try to assure her that all my words are true that i once proclaim. Being a patrician I remained noble in my attempt, never becoming weary or showing sings of any contempt. The reason for my persistence is because i know she deserves more, She has earned the right to be the one who i cherish and adore.

if you just knew how low I'm feeling, if you just see how much I'm shaking. i don't know what to do because my love was so plenty, now I'm hear confused and feeling so empty. i trusted you even though i knew i shouldn't, i knew i should have have left but i didn't. how can someone express there love and treat you this way, someone that you try to make happy each and every day. i was faithful for no reason and i see that now, i was so blind to everything and i don't know how. i should have knew this would happen to me cause it always do, every time i give my heart to a girl she makes me blue. the bad part is that your pregnant and i don't know if its mine, and I'm all alone with no one to hug and tell me its fine. that's what you were to me for over two years, you were the one who i shared all my fares and cares. its messed up cause i don't want to forsake the baby if its mine, but i guess i wont know if it is for sometime. its hurting me right now from head to toe, what am i going to do next i do not know. the shaking still wont stop and i dont know what to do, you shot my love down as it grew. i left here wondering what my next step should be, i just hope God would take the anger from before me so i can see. i hope he shows me the path i need to take, and gives me strength and least for the baby's sake.

As you lie face down with your ass to the sky, I walk up and witness the light bouncing off your body as it passes bye. i can feel the heat radiating as emotions start to rise, Turning you over slowly while staring in your eyes. as i climb on top of you I could feel your heart beat in the palm of my hands, I slowly kiss your lips and i was suddenly hit with a feeling i could not understand. it was a feeling of heaven that came over my body, mind and soul, a feeling that i tried to suppress but could not control. as i taste your lips it felt like everything stopped for that very moment, That’s when i knew for a fact that the love we were sharing was heaven sent. The sensations that i was feeling made me want and urn for more, i was committed to make this night memorable before your exited my door. as we kissed each and every thought was entering my mind loud and clear, i could hear you say you want my hand right here and my mouth right there. As i entered your castle every hair on my body stood tall, the feeling of warmth as you run like a water fall. it was seriously the best feeling i ever had in my entire being, imagining i could forever stay in the state that i was in. as i entered farther i could feel you nails as then penetrated my skin, making the love go deeper as it flows from within.

Perfection is what i see daily when i stare into her eyes.
Cool as the winds that flow and free as the birds in the skies.
Unappreciated she still stays respectful to the vows she took,
Loyal to the life she lives and the words she spoke from the Lords book.
Through thick and thin she goes on faithful to a man who never knew how to be true,
being a wife and a woman and justifying everything that she do.
Im longing to reveal the way i feel and the thoughts i make, Longing to show her that all love is not deceiving and fake.
I need her in my arms to experience what heaven truly feels like,
someone to take care of in the day and make love to at night. But i too am respectful to the laws of love,
even though each day she's all i think of.
Even though my love for her is greater than any mans love should be allowed,
i will keep my peace silent and not express them out loud.

I was broad sided by her beauty. Struck by her radiant smile and her glistening eyes. My body was moving but time slowed to a complete stop, as if it was granting me the opportunity to savor every moment of that wonderful sight. As she started to smile I was overcome by a sudden feeling of euphoria. It was a new feeling for me for I never felt this way about anyone before. She was wearing a long flowing dress, covered with flowers that wrapped around her body. It wasn’t very revealing but it drew a lot of attention to her curvaceous figure. With every step she took my eyes followed hand in hand, captivated by her physique and her sense of style that she successfully was trying to portray. The dress she was wearing was a bright red ensemble, covered perfectly with black roses that complimented her skin tone.
She was a Boriqua in every sense of the word. From her walk her talk to the way she wore her hair. I always had a weakness for Latin women but she took it to a whole new level because I never felt so hopelessly in love before. I had to talk to her before she walked by me but i was too shy. The words were there but i could not let them out. I watched her walk away but i was determined to know who this woman was.