Loyal to the Laws of Love

If her tears were of value she would be very wealthy, if they were medicine the whole world would be healthy. She shed so many tears that I'm surprise they didn't run out, surprised her eyes are not dry and empty like the desert in a drought. Tears caused by pain that stemmed from lies and deceit, causing her to build a wall around her heart stronger than concrete. I try so hard to get through to her and let her know I'm not the same, try to assure her that all my words are true that i once proclaim. Being a patrician I remained noble in my attempt, never becoming weary or showing sings of any contempt. The reason for my persistence is because i know she deserves more, She has earned the right to be the one who i cherish and adore.

if you just knew how low I'm feeling, if you just see how much I'm shaking. i don't know what to do because my love was so plenty, now I'm hear confused and feeling so empty. i trusted you even though i knew i shouldn't, i knew i should have have left but i didn't. how can someone express there love and treat you this way, someone that you try to make happy each and every day. i was faithful for no reason and i see that now, i was so blind to everything and i don't know how. i should have knew this would happen to me cause it always do, every time i give my heart to a girl she makes me blue. the bad part is that your pregnant and i don't know if its mine, and I'm all alone with no one to hug and tell me its fine. that's what you were to me for over two years, you were the one who i shared all my fares and cares. its messed up cause i don't want to forsake the baby if its mine, but i guess i wont know if it is for sometime. its hurting me right now from head to toe, what am i going to do next i do not know. the shaking still wont stop and i dont know what to do, you shot my love down as it grew. i left here wondering what my next step should be, i just hope God would take the anger from before me so i can see. i hope he shows me the path i need to take, and gives me strength and least for the baby's sake.

As you lie face down with your ass to the sky, I walk up and witness the light bouncing off your body as it passes bye. i can feel the heat radiating as emotions start to rise, Turning you over slowly while staring in your eyes. as i climb on top of you I could feel your heart beat in the palm of my hands, I slowly kiss your lips and i was suddenly hit with a feeling i could not understand. it was a feeling of heaven that came over my body, mind and soul, a feeling that i tried to suppress but could not control. as i taste your lips it felt like everything stopped for that very moment, That’s when i knew for a fact that the love we were sharing was heaven sent. The sensations that i was feeling made me want and urn for more, i was committed to make this night memorable before your exited my door. as we kissed each and every thought was entering my mind loud and clear, i could hear you say you want my hand right here and my mouth right there. As i entered your castle every hair on my body stood tall, the feeling of warmth as you run like a water fall. it was seriously the best feeling i ever had in my entire being, imagining i could forever stay in the state that i was in. as i entered farther i could feel you nails as then penetrated my skin, making the love go deeper as it flows from within.

Perfection is what i see daily when i stare into her eyes.
Cool as the winds that flow and free as the birds in the skies.
Unappreciated she still stays respectful to the vows she took,
Loyal to the life she lives and the words she spoke from the Lords book.
Through thick and thin she goes on faithful to a man who never knew how to be true,
being a wife and a woman and justifying everything that she do.
Im longing to reveal the way i feel and the thoughts i make, Longing to show her that all love is not deceiving and fake.
I need her in my arms to experience what heaven truly feels like,
someone to take care of in the day and make love to at night. But i too am respectful to the laws of love,
even though each day she's all i think of.
Even though my love for her is greater than any mans love should be allowed,
i will keep my peace silent and not express them out loud.

I was broad sided by her beauty. Struck by her radiant smile and her glistening eyes. My body was moving but time slowed to a complete stop, as if it was granting me the opportunity to savor every moment of that wonderful sight. As she started to smile I was overcome by a sudden feeling of euphoria. It was a new feeling for me for I never felt this way about anyone before. She was wearing a long flowing dress, covered with flowers that wrapped around her body. It wasn’t very revealing but it drew a lot of attention to her curvaceous figure. With every step she took my eyes followed hand in hand, captivated by her physique and her sense of style that she successfully was trying to portray. The dress she was wearing was a bright red ensemble, covered perfectly with black roses that complimented her skin tone.
She was a Boriqua in every sense of the word. From her walk her talk to the way she wore her hair. I always had a weakness for Latin women but she took it to a whole new level because I never felt so hopelessly in love before. I had to talk to her before she walked by me but i was too shy. The words were there but i could not let them out. I watched her walk away but i was determined to know who this woman was.