Loyal to the Laws of Love

i like you and there is no hiding the fact,
i know its hard to believe by the way i act.
I would love to show the real way i express my love,
Prove to you that your the only one i think of.
Your everything i ever wanted in that special person,
so rest assured that i would never try to hurt you.
I dont want to run you away or make you freak out,
i just want you to know how i feel without any doubt.
Everything about you is so beautiful to me,
every time i see you it sets my mind free.
What im hoping for is to make this thing last for a while,
So i can continuously go to sleep at night and dream about your smile.

Ready to do whats necessary and still fulfilling her obligations,
Expressing her love publicly but with holding her frustrations.
Feeling like her Love for her man would eventually concur all, she
Lets all of her husbands indiscretions go and lets all of her doubts fall.
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The first time I saw her face I
Realized she was leading me to a special place
Unnatural displays of beauty every time she smiled, made
The thought of me and her worth while
Heaven sent an angel when it let her go

It's best man showed and let me know
Stepping to her is the hardest thing i could ever do, but

Letting her go made my heart feel blue.
Opportunities come and opportunities past, but someday when i
Venture into her arms my love will forever last.
Excitement comes over my body because she's within my grasp.

After days of flash backs and daydreams i was yearning to know the possibilities. Wanting to know who this woman was that took my breath way.But with me always being coy toward the opposite sex, i was convinced that my interest in speaking to her and telling her how i felt would be nearly impossible. So i decided to get creative while still holding on to who i was. Thinking of a way to get my thoughts to her while still staying anonymous. Poetry was a love of mine that i used to express my thoughts out loud and in this situation was the ideal way to show every part of me. Admiring her everyday while i walked by her locker at school i came up with the idea of a secret admirer. That way i could put a smile on her face and not be afraid to do so orally. Every single day i wrote a poem and placed it in her locker detailing my admiration and delight. Below is the first of many that brought a smile on her face that i observed from a distance.

Yo ma this more than a crush,
but every time I see you I can only say so much.
I try to find ways to get you off of my mind,
but I keep realizing that your one of a kind.
You might not know who I am but I know who u are,
your my sun, my moon, and my guiding star.
If I could only tell you how I feel,
I would tell you the love I have for you is very real.
So for now just call me an admirer,
one that would love for us to be together.

I was broad sided by her beauty. Struck by her radiant smile and her glistening eyes. My body was moving but time slowed to a complete stop, as if it was granting me the opportunity to savor every moment of that wonderful sight. i was captivated by a woman that i never seen before but if felt like i knew for her a lifetime. As she started to smile I was overcome by a sudden feeling of euphoria. It was a new feeling for me and it left me in a state of confusion because I never felt this way about anyone before. With every step she took my eyes followed hand in hand, drawing my attention to her statuesque physique and her sense of style that she successfully was trying to portray. She was a Boriqua in every sense of the word. From her walk, her talk, to the way she wore her hair. I always had a weakness for Latin women but she took it to a whole new level. In all my years of existence I never felt so hopelessly in love before. I had to talk to her before she walked by me but i was too shy. The words were there but i could not let them out. I watched her walk away but i was determined to know who this woman was.

even though words cant reach you.

yo even though words cant reach you im still trying to get through,
trying to get through your head that all these lies will catch up to you.
the people who care about you the most are the ones you choose to hurt,
but when your in need there the ones who come to you call first.

Even though words cant reach you im going to still try,
because im a real man not an ordinary guy.
Im the one who gave you everything you needed but not always what u want,
and try to motivate you untill my words start to haunt.

You treat your friends the worst way and lie to there face,
and then give an apology that is non regretful and fake.
after all is said and done you might stop for a while,
but as soon as we are not looking u call on that fake smile.

i want you to remember that not all people are like us,
not everyone will put up a fight for you and cause such a fuss.
if you continue your ways and not change what u do,
you will find your self alone with no one to comfort you.

im going to be a man and face whats in front of me,
face the fact that you and i will no longer be,
im going to be mad at you but it wont last long,
i will be sad for a while but im too strong.\
i didn't give you my all and now you're gone forever,
there are no longer any chances of us being together.
in a way this is all my fault and im sorry,]
i wasn't a good enough friend to you and to my son a good enough daddy.
But im determined to make change through all this pain,
So the next time you see me i will not be the same.