Loyal to the Laws of Love

if you just knew how low I'm feeling, if you just see how much I'm shaking. i don't know what to do because my love was so plenty, now I'm hear confused and feeling so empty. i trusted you even though i knew i shouldn't, i knew i should have have left but i didn't. how can someone express there love and treat you this way, someone that you try to make happy each and every day. i was faithful for no reason and i see that now, i was so blind to everything and i don't know how. i should have knew this would happen to me cause it always do, every time i give my heart to a girl she makes me blue. the bad part is that your pregnant and i don't know if its mine, and I'm all alone with no one to hug and tell me its fine. that's what you were to me for over two years, you were the one who i shared all my fares and cares. its messed up cause i don't want to forsake the baby if its mine, but i guess i wont know if it is for sometime. its hurting me right now from head to toe, what am i going to do next i do not know. the shaking still wont stop and i dont know what to do, you shot my love down as it grew. i left here wondering what my next step should be, i just hope God would take the anger from before me so i can see. i hope he shows me the path i need to take, and gives me strength and least for the baby's sake.